THIS is depression

"Depressed has become a word that floats out of someone's mouth in such easy context. Do you even known depression is? Depression is when you don't feel anything thing at all and you are completely numb to feelings. But depression is also feeling absolutely everything at once. You feel hopeless. You feel worthless. You couldn't feel more unwanted. You don't just want to live in you bed, under the blankets, in the dark but you want to sleep. Because sleep means nothing matters. But wait with depression you're never going to get sleep. You're going to be up all night over thinking and trying to understand why you feel so hollow and so sad. Wondering why everyone seems to hate you. What is your purpose of being here if you're only going to feel so terrible. Depression is scary. Depression can/will destroy you. Depression is an everlasting feeling. Depression never leaves you. You may have some lighter day, but depression is always on your shoulder. Unlike sadness. Sadness is that feeling you get when something happens. When you're upset. Depression is mistaken for sadness, anger, confusion daily. You may have spans of sadness that last a week but that does not mean you have depression. Depression and sadness have total different life affects might be time to have it known so they aren't made the same anymore."